i miss 1e2 sooo much.. every single second we had together last year..can nv be forgotten.. ^^
today got SL project so 22 of our class de pupils went to lakeside BAF sko care centre do CIP lo..everyone met 8am at the lakeside MRT station..i reached there exactly at 8am..on time..=X ms wong hvn reach yet..=.-she late by 10 mins nia..she still reminded us again n again not to be late..in the end..she herself late..haiss..
den we make our way there..reached there..prepare everything first..coz we will be playing games with the students there..me n jia si is the IC of the rope bonding game..so muz discuss wad to do..den lata will be much easier..=) after all the preparation..the game finally started..^^the first game is the fire, hunter, earthquake game..haha..they vry vry noisy sia..shout at them oso no use..but the good thing is..they vry enthu in the game..indeed, all the game..^^ our effort is not wasted after all..haha..
the second game is ' handdicap' .. quite fun la..i oso vry enthu..=X YES ! our guai guai de team 3 wins! the third game is rope bonding lo..my turn..^^ ops..i forgot the piece of paper..so went to take it..i ran there..den got 2 little girls following me all the way..behind me..omg..they r all so CUTE ! =X they ask me lots of qns but i dunno how to answ them coz im in a rush of time..realli sorry..if i got the time, i will realli tok to both of u nicely..taking up all my time is realli fine coz both of u r SO CUTE !
alrite..so i arranged all the chairs in their position as the obsticles..told them wad to do..how to play den wad r the rules..but there's one more prob..no more strings to tie up their legs..so i rush in n out of the room taking used strings frm the *rubbish bin*..dun say 'eeee'..it's clean ok??not smelly la..done !so the game started..YES ! team 3 wins again..^^ good job guys..last game lo..den the whole lot of us played the bombing game..bomb here bomb there..fun!! ^^
time to go..so we packed everything n left..bye guys!! den me, dion, xin yi n zoey walked all the way frm lakeside to jp nia..=.- *tired* sweat alot..cannot tahan liao..so at jp i sat bus go home lo..but fun..haha..
tml morning going to leave singapore le..^^ going overseas !! anything rit in my tagboard coz im out fr 2 weeks..alrites..i go slp le..enjoy ur holis..!! =X
*jiaxin foreva in the hse..*
changed my blog song
hmm..today went shopping with mom..^^bought new clothes..nice..den we went to the SASA shop c perfume..-.= got a bottle of perfume vry interesting..the design vry interesting..i curious..so i go anyhow touch..=X dunno wad i did..i pressed..den the perfume juz sprayed on my face n shirt..eeeyeer..!!! not nice de..yux man..
i press vry long ma..so alot come out..=.-omg..den my whole body got the smell of perfume..-.= i sat bus go home..still can smell..reaached home..i bathed..still can smell..=.- now..still can smell..*annoyed*
alrite..i go bath again..with loads loads of soap..BYE ! =)
happy holis.. ^^
waited for one week..it's so LONG !! n, it's finally over..at last..n im realli vry vry happy now.. ^^ holis le lo..can play wadeva i can le..going overseas..
hahas..enjoy the long long holis ba..hope everyone will hv fun.. ^^
haha..1 more day..juz 1 more day to holis !! ^^ hahas..im so happy nia..today is the intercca day..i forgot rc play against which cca..sorry..=X coz im not paying much attention it as im busy toking with frens..but in the end..got sum one injured..hais..i tink we lost ba..i oso not so sure..haha..
after that sum pple play water..i was being splashed by sum one.. =.- im innocent..but nvm..onli abit..n it dried in a few mins ba..i tink so coz im not pay much attention to my uniform..haha..coz i dun realli mind abt it..=X
during the intercca, 1e1 was selling sumthing..um..is the water..dunno wad water lai de..orange??dun taste lyk..soda??nope..dun tink so..haha..i oso dunno wad im drinking coz im not paying much attention to it as im busy toking with frens..haha..got one class oso selling marsh mallow..dunno wad class lai de..i dun tink is 1e1 ba..but i noe is sec 1 lai de..^^
helped huiling bought a marsh mallow coz rc de pple can get 50% discount nia..good ba?? ^^ haha..got one boy asked me n frens to buy things to eat..but we dun wan..after a few mins..the same boy came..asked us to buy sweets..at first he say 3 for 30 cents..but i say dun wan..in the end..he sold us 6 for 30 cents..^^ haha..i tok tok abit den joycelin bought it..we share n eat lo..
that's all !! ums, counting down to holis..hope that tmr will past fast fast..hahas..den can relax at home le..hehe..anyway..hope that u will enjoy ur holis in 1 more day !!! tmr is fruit day..need bring fruit.. ^^
=.- in the hse in the hse..
fr wad sey..-.=
today got back all my exam papers..^^ n..good news..all passed..HAHA !!!! i realli cant believe it..hehe..ums..most happy de is..iim the top scorer fr maths..let me hao lian a while..=X my favourite subject..hahas..lao ben..i win u le..>.<
others subject okok la..other than tis..i got nth more to say le..haha..ums..let's count down to the holis..^^ 3 more days..realli looking forward to it coz going overseas.. XD enjoy urselves ba..^^
i miss u lots..
i hope that we can go back time..
but the world is cruel..
time cannot be reverse back anymore..
let's just take everything moments we spent together as a memory..
although it will become our memories onli, but im contented already le.. (:
n i realli like it..^^
thx fr ur concern these few days when im realli realli down..(:
so, let's part here..
hope that we can still meet each other if we hv the fate ok?
take care of urself..
dun worry abt me anymore..
i will take care de.. (:
happy holis n JY !! =)))
okay..my mood now is better than ytd le..^^ thx fr the pple whom chatted with me n relax me down..yea..i feel much better now..thx all..
today went to suntec city with dad..ate pizza hut!!!!=X my favourite..haha..den after that went to metro..buy things..bought a short..went to queesway..bought a new nike shoe..^^that's wad i wanted frm last year !!! now i finally got it..hahas..
after that went home lo..now blogging..lata going to watch my show worzzzz !!! um..holiday is onli 1 week away !! n im looking forward to it coz im going oversea !!! yeepee!!! anyway..one week is such a long way to go..haiss..juz look forward to it ba.. ^^ kk.. gtg le..bye ~~
N, i wan to make it clear..who's the one to start first in the VRY BEGINNING?? n i mean in the early eary..vry vry beginning..i asked u all wad happened..i onli asked..i did nth..i wanna noe..n u guys..u guys..said that will tell me after sko..after sko, u guys said that was not a joke..ok..i admit..that was a lame joke..n i asked again wad happened..u guys ganged up..u guys ganged up n 3 VS 1..i dont noe y..but i onli noe 1 of the reasons..i said that lame joke..3 VS 1..the nxt day, u said that u guys will tell me during recess..same thing happened..n after that, i asked u guys wad happened again..i onli asked..yea..i asked alot of times..but u guys didnt gave me any answer..so u guys said that will say that on monday..ok..monday..SET ! n ytd..today..i said life sux..yea..not abt u guys that life sux..bcoz of sum other pple that u do not noe..but i admit, one of the reason life sux is bcoz the conflict between us..but not that i hate u guys ok??yea..i abit bu shuang coz alot of things juz happened in a sudden..i cant realli stand it..n it came out a stress to me..it was the first time..realli first time i felt so so so stress..truly..i dont noe wad u guys said abt me during the exam period but i realli felt uncomfortable with it u noe?? i wanted to noe y..k..monday set..but u guys juz..juz cannot stop it..n wad i mean is that u guys cannot stop saying 'indirectly' abt me..n the indirectly is..u guys nv said out my name..but i noe u guys mean me..i realli dunno wad happened..not onli these few days..but bfore my lame joke..it already happened..u guys wan me to 'reflect' n I DONT NOE Y ! n i thought that u guys realli dun hv the right to ask me 'reflect' ok?? do u tink it's fair?? 3 VS 1..n i tink one more is coming to gang up with u guys..so i become 4 VS 1..do u guys tink it's fair?? tink abt it..if u were me, wad will u feel??i noe that u guys r not heartless..i dun wan any pity..i juz wan justice..i juz wan back myself..realli..tink abt it..if u guys were me..n u met the same thing..dun tink abt wad u said abt me..juz tink that u dun noe wad happened..n ur 3 frens r all against u..u can onli fight the battle urself..n it's against 3 person..not one..it's THREE ! wad can u do huh??im not going to say out ur names coz u noe hu u r..tink abt it..to u guys..im in the wrong..but to me, we r all at faults..i realli dont know y..im not typing out tis for pple to take pity on me..im juz saying out all that happened..n it's realli true..i dunno wad happened bfore tis..but tis is wad happened n tis is wad i noe..sorry abt the lame joke..mayb it's not even called a lame joke to u guys..but im here to say sorry abt that thing..now, it's ur turn to tink abt wad i said..is it fair to u if u were me..realli tink abt it..juz take 1 min or 2..tink abt it..i noe u guys r not heartless..thx if u juz gif me some thought..i will realli return it to u guys..
my blog is finally back to normal..but my normal life is not normal anymore..alot of things happened these few days..sadded by everything..now got no mood to do anything..so many things affected me n i realli cant concentrate anymore..things that r belonged to last time is no longer mine anymore..memories that r belonged to me r destroyed by sumone..can i still ta han??
im realli tired le..i care nth !!! i dun care abt wad or wad or wad..i dun care wad u all said..n i dun care wad U said..i juz care abt myself..i dun care wad anybody say frm now on n i dun care abt wad u all tink..i am juz hu i am..maybe i cant be my normal self again..but i will try vry hard to be happy ok??
so wad u all tink abt me..I JUZ DUN CARE ANYMORE !!coz im realli too fed up with myself n with sum pple..that sum pple is juz a piece of shit..the sum pple came in a sudden n juz dissapeared in a sudden..looks lyk shit..smells lyk shit..taste lyk shit..coz it is a piece of SHIT !!
im totally confused..frustrated..complicated now..i dun even noe wad am i tinking now..my brain is no longer mine anymore..it belongs to the sadness..it controlled over it..n im not myself anymore even though i act lyk i am..life is juz lyk a piece of shit..total shit..wads the use of coming to tis world, many pple may ask..let me tell u..it is juz fr 3 things.. life itself, money n love..wad more does pple wan??juz these three..i no longer trust in friendship anymore..except my 3 best fren whom followed my through sec 1 till now..jos, huiling n noella..they brought me nth but happiness n laughters..fren foreva ~
we live in tis world coz our mother gave birth to us..or else we wun be in tis world..rit?? life..it's a long..but it passed vry fast..money..we all love that..love..juz to hurt pple..maybe 'sad' is word to hurt pple deeply in the heart..today is the worse day tis year..in tis class..2007..i wan to go back time..go back to last year..i wan to spent it wif my best frens onli..i realli wish that i'hv nv ever met anyone tis year..it brought me nth..but sadness..n it goes on n on..it nv ends..when can my sadness stop??
maybe tis is wad we need to go through in life so that if u met the right ones in the future, we can appretiate them n treasure them..
5 mins later.....
i juz read ben's blog..n i felt that i hv the same feeling as him..thx ben..i lyk ur last sentence n i tink i noe wads wrong wif me now..i juz dun feel rit..i belonged sumwhere a few days ago..but now, i no longer belong there anymore..u spent time with them..n now, they r saying things abt u..not bad things..but things that u dun wish to hear..n that is one of the feeling i am feeling now..i dunno how to say..but i can describe out..lyk ben's last sentence..' nv imprison ur feelings..let it out n let it go ' .. n now, i let go sum of it..thx ben so much..without wad u said, there's no way i can let it out..live life to the fullest everyday instead of arguing wif pple u dun wan to..live life to the fullest no matter how hard it is..live life to the fullest instead of tinking those unhappy moments..live life to the fullest instead of hating the pple who betrayed u..live life to the fullest no matter wad things u encountered in the future..everything can be solved if u wan it to..n that's life..=)
i understood le..nv imprison ur feelings..let it out n let it go.. ^^ that's wad life is fr..n that's wad feelings r for.. ^^ even though u all ignore me frm now on, but i noe that i can still live life to the fullest without u all..even u left me, but i noe that i still can live life to the fullest without u beside me..i dun need ur concern anymore..im no longer the xiao mei mei in ur eyes..but i'hv grown up..thx fr ur care throughout a few mths last year n tis few months tis year..i learned alot frm u although u hurted me too..but i knew how to look after myself without u by my side..sorry abt ytd..we both r at faults..n now i will keep our last memories deep in my heart..maybe sum days we will still met in the middle of the streets if we hv the fate??yea..maybe..^^ happy ending ok??
u think a 'sorry' is enough?
u think wad??
im a machine??
u dashed into my life without me having prepared..
n u juz went out without a single word..
now u came up to me n said 'sorry'..
u wan to start afresh..
do u think it's fair to me??
u do tink that u r selfish enough to say out all these things??
do u tink that im 24 hrs free??
do u tink that im hurtless??
do u tink that for ureslf n me??
n i tell u that there is nth more to say between u n me..
u beg me u pls me..
i will juz ignore everything u did..
i will juz think that i'hv nv ever met u bfore..
n i will juz think that im so stupid..
u r not a baby anymore..
u noe wad is rite n wad is wrong..
i will erase all the memories of u..
i dun care wad..
u r nth to me now..
dun even that u r my fren..
u r worse than an enemy..
u r selfish enough to do all those things..
u r selfish..
i've totally forget abt u after u left..
but now u came back..
spare some thought fr me ok??
im starting my life newly, freshly n freely..
dun disturb me again..
today was a holiday.. ^^ not fr the public but fr us..hahas..so..me, huiling, jos n noella went to K BOX !! =))
met huiling at leisure..den take mrt together to jurong east..saw alot of familiar faces at jp sia..=X bought the standard ticket coz ez-link no money liao..me n huiling reached first..so go c pple ice skat lo..den jos came..noella the not punctual de..every time late sia..=.-
so we went inside..room 28.. ^^ quite small..i wish i can go to the room K1..that one is big lyk siao lo..so.. LET'S PARTY MAN !!
we sang our heart out..jump around lyk mad..climb up the sofa..jump jump..den take turn sing..hahas..damn fun la..until abt 4.48..my father calledd..omg..he spoiled the whole thing n he oso spoiled my whole mood..he said my brother's sick n need me to go back home IMMEDIATELY !! ok..wadeva he said..i followed stupidly..
rushed to the mrt station..he called again..ask me where i am now..after 10 mins..called AGIAN !! asked me where am i now..he is so..omg..juz stepped out of the mrt..he called AGAIN !! omg.. tis time round..i choose not to answer..such a nag..n my mood is realli..totally..truly..BAD ! okays..that's my luck..
reached home..he called again..wt* .. yea..my brother's seriously ill..fever..39.9 degree..god bless him..i love him loads..he's juz a gold to me..i love him so much..n he's seriously ill..i cried the whole afternoon..wishing nth will happen to my precious brother..i loove him..
went to c a doctor after that..he's fine after all..thx god..but muz c tmr le..haisss..k
i go slp liao le..^^
anyway..today i went in n out of the toilet fr abt more than 10 times..nope not fr the mirror..but...u shld noe wad hor.. ^^
stomach upset..=( sick.. flu..hais..
nv c doctor sum more..tml will be the last paper n im free !!! ^^ all the best to everyone who's taking the last paper tmr..hahas..
anyway..im going to the toilet again.. =X byes !!
BACK !
blogger still got problem..if it continues..den i will consider to delete tis blog n do another one..too bad..that's the onlli choice le..n that's the worst idea..juz hope that it can be back to normal again..pls la..i beg tis blogger ok??y owaz got problem de har??toopid..im getting angry man..>.<>
lac la jiaxin..owaz get angry so easily de..ok..am i toking to myself now..??kays..cya..
good..monday will be the last paper..=))
sick ar..flu..nowadays so many pple sick..hais..so hot oso..cannot ta han lo..ytd played badminton wit jos n noella..play until my wrist no energy liao..in the end shake until chao li hai..coz my wrist vry weakk..=X
after that went home..bath..slp..ZzzZ..learn maths..actually..nth more to learn liao lo..juz learn how to press calculator..hahas..
blog got prob..ahhh!! cannot choose font color..=( k..anyway..all the best fr the last paper on monday.. ^^
byes..in the hse??
sian...Zzz..blog got problem..ps if u cannot read properly..
nvm..i go slp liao..
maybe i can promise u that tis will be the last post until exam is over..=X
today morning kana caught again for my belt..malu la..=X mrs jalil dunno today sot sot de..she caught 6 2e2 de gals..me, jing qi, charlene, maimon (her belt is so high lo..),calista(she onli smiled to mrs jalil den kana caught too..=X) n dion..toopid la..jos oso kana caught..
qi si wo la..need buy needle n thread..-.- den i sew until so high..den jalil say can go lo..went back class take things den went to hm econs..i _ _ _ _ that teacher man..
den after sko went jp eat kfc..chiong back for maths remedial..late by 5 mins again..=X after that went home watch my show.. ^^
in the hse ??
posting again..hahas..
today lesson vry sian..nth to do..so spinned my pen abt the whole day..=X den tou tou read comic during chinese lesson..coz nth to do oso..cher onli wan to 'gan ke wen' .. so i nv listen lo.. chinese mid year oso end liao ma..
after sko stay back a little while den went home..
gonna change my blog song le i tink..juz wait for abt 1-2 mths bah..den i tink i will find a nicer song n change it de..hahas..
kk..all the best.. ^^ fr MYE !!
today is chinese exam..compre chao difficult nia..dunno how to do..=X die liao la..den after that..went jp eat kfc..den went to library..listen songs..den i went home..
go n bath..2 missed call..1 new message in juz 20 mins..-.- den huiling suddenly called my home num..say wan to play bball at my hse there..so i say ok lo..met them at the bball court..omg..my bball..i pump too many air le..in the end..it went out of shape..=X but lucky i saved it in the nick of time..hahas..
play until 5.20..i went home..bath again..coz too sweaaty..huiling, jos n noella still playing..haiss..so i watch frm my hse lo..den went to watch my show le..XD
all the best for MYE !!! =)))
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