today's a really bad bad day..
i felt bad.. so bad..
i felt bad about myself..
today we were being punished.. badly
i shldnt say ' we '
shld be , ' them '
i was standing there watching them being pumped..being tortured by him..
i cant do anything..
watching them suffer..
watching their bodies touching the rainwater on the floor..
watching their whole shirt and pants going wet..
but i cant do anything..
i wanted to join them..
coz im also part of them, too..
after that, someone pulled my hand..
i realized that she's been crying..
she said this to me ' i felt bad ' .. ' i felt bad '..
so, i pulled her towards me..
and, she cried again.. i cried, too..
we pulled back..her eyes were red..so were mine..
everyone's crying by that time..
i stambbled to the toilet..
washed up and went home..
reached home..wth..my pencil case in school..
rushed back to school..lucky it was still there..
thanks god...
pissed off by the time i reached home..
so, i stuffed myself with loads of food..
i ate:
almost half the pot of rice, more then half the plate of veggie, two full bowls of soup, 1 can justea, one big slice of cake, 2 midium sized egg tarts and last of all, one packet of biscuit..
by the time i ate finish, i felt really really full..n i felt good..
coz i will stuff myself with food whenever i felt really pissed..
well, thats it..
happy weekend..
evening~ jiang jiang ! ~
today school dismiss 12.45pm..shuang..but fr me, not shuang..need to stay back until 2pm fr extra lesson..
after lesson, me , silvana n meiqi go jp eat kfc..wa..me long long time no eat le..
i miss kfc !!!! =x
bought our food..eat half way griffin leon zhi guang n eunice came join us..
tok alot of jokes..laugh until stomach pain..shuang!!
after that went popular..buy sumthing den went home le..
slept fr 1 hr..woke up..7pm..woah..faster eat dinner watch tv den do homework !!
shall end here..=)
long time no blog..
so let me blog abt thursday? yup..
morning by right meeting silvana n nicholas in school 10am de..
but i 9.50am just woke up..=x
so chiong all the way to school..
late fr half an hour..they all waiting for me..
at there do nth nia..watch silvana n nicholas quarrel onli..den me down there laughing ..
in the end we go billy hse use wireless do project..=.=
do half way me ended up playing maple..
after that went pioneer mall with silvana to meet colin take chem book..
after that went home use com..
today..
morning went library return n borrow book..
wa..go in library chua tio..so many pple sitting on the stairs..duno wad they doing..
den got flagday..boon lay sec n jwss...wa..re nao arh..=x
holiday ending soon..
^^
happy holiday to all..
not in a very good mood now..
so make this post a simple one..
enjoy holiday all..although it dont seems like a holiday to some of us......
jiang ~
long time nv blog le..
jiang ~
come blog le..
jiang ~
today saw a crazy person on the way to pioneer mall..that guy take umbrella put above his head den turn round n round..i pretend nv see..coz he is mad..den suddenly..POM! u know wad? he fell on the floor den faint..=.= i sian diao..stun tio..pple walk pass dun care..nvm la..he also nv die..=x
so i continue walking lo..go pioneer mall post letter den buy foolscap paper..on the way back..that guy still lying there..=.= pretend nv see..continue walking..but cant stop laughing..
thats all ba..=)
jiang ~
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