came post bcoz mood is SO NOT GOOD..since ytd
cant believe that life can sux until so sux..
if u ever heard of anyone throwing tantrums just bcoz they dun wan to go fr a camp..well, im the one..
since ytd afternoon, i began throwing my pillow and everything i can see all over the place and make a mess out of the whole room..
i know it's pathetic, but who cares?
im not finish yet..i scream and shout and cried just bcoz i cant imagine hw's the camp gonna be..
i know it's pathetic, but who cares?
more to go..i always have a fear of camp just bcoz of my first ever camp i had went to..sec 1 rc camp..well,that was a nightmare..i have been tortured (well, not that much ) like hell? so after that i tired my VERY BEST to avoid going fr any camp..
i succeed-EVERYTIME but not this year..
so, wad can i do now? just wait fr the day to come..and tell u wad..if i am realli not happy after going fr the camp bcoz of wadeva reasons, den im not going fr any more camps fr the rest of my life..
i know it's realli pathetic of me..but, i realli do fear camps..
end of camping story..
if u ever heard of a girl who got angry so easily..well, im the one too..
this is not pathetic..
sometimes i ask myself this qns.. ' wad do i realli wan frm others? '
i dont know..im so selfish..i know i am..
i onli care abt my feelings and forgot abt others..i always wan others to follow my style and dun care abt hw they feel..
i realli shld put myself into other people's shoes..i realli shld..
if i ever offended anyone or wadeva that makes anyone not happy abt..
well, im sorry..
i dont think i can change..but i can if i try..this is me..if anyone thinks so good abt me, so great i am, well, after reading this post, u may change ur view bcoz im not wad some of u think..
i shld stop here and realli need to reflecet on myself..do i?
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