well, these few days dun feel so good..
main reason is, i felt so weird..
weird as in, looking at other people, they have loads of GOOD friends..
yes and i mean GOOD friend..but are they true friends? have anyone thought of that before..? from what i see, all they know is gossip and gossip.. but, do they think that those are their TRUE friends? i realli doubt so..
i said this because that, part of me is jealous.. another part of me is feeling rather lucky..
jealous, i see people have such good and close frens, gossipping about everything.. but i lost my good frens just 1 year back.. not exactly lost.. i didnt let them go, they did.. and now, i dont really like the company they are in..
i always ask myself, ' why me? why must i be the one who is left out? ' i really dont know why..
i asked michelle and she said ' why not ask urself '' why not me? '' ' ..
yes.. why not me? its not so bad after all.. at least i gt to know other frens..
lucky, coz i really like the frens i am with now.. they are wonderful and really different .. at least i dun get betrayed by them..
after all, its really worth it to lose my frens coz i get to meet others , more wonderful and greater frens..
main reason posting this is that.. friends are easy to find but difficult to treasure.. they are just like a balloon..once u let them go, they will never come back to you anymore.. so now, im gonna tie every single one to my heart and never let anyone off anymore ..=) treasure ur frens now before its even too late to pull them back !
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